Monday, 15 March 2010


Another sodding pound gone. And stay away too.

Am starting to feel very tired, but that may also be the ridiculous amount of stuff I have been doing, partly because I have to and partly because while I am busy, I don't think about food.

Need to fast today and tomorrow though. Hard to concentrate when lovely things are in the fridge. Need that iron will back. No food, just liquids. Need to see more of those bones now. Ghosts of ribs and hipbones. Flat stomach, indentations in my thighs.

Have thrown away jeans that were too small for me last year and are swamping me now.

Will keep occupied tonight taking winter clothes out of the closet making lists of things I can buy when I am finally at 112.


  1. Congratulations! I hope you can buy lots of nice stuff soon.
    Btw, I never throw those big pair of jeans away, I am trying them on when I am really in a bad mood, just to make me realize that I have been doing this for a long time and reached at least something, even if it´s not enough...

    Hope you can stick to your plan...

  2. I am too afraid that the psychological back-up will mean I don't stay LOW!